After forever not posting anything new on here...I think I´m taking some time to renew and make a little update on the last past 9 month and the next 14 months...well I try at least...some news hit the road. Last year´s summer, I decided to take a different road then it was planned before. After some years of university I finally finished my Bachelor´s last summer, I figured out I should take a step further and make a difference in my life. I applied for getting into University to do my Master´s degree in 'International Business' here in Dresden. So in october I moved to Dresden and started studying...So now I´ve been living here for the last 8 months in an appartment that is pretty much the next street where Kathrin used to live....but she moved to Sydney (Australia) last year in May and still lives there and mostlikely staying

Months of absolute exhausting and stressful time followed after beginning studying...first week felt like a shock to all of  us. I haven´t had any free time anymore, we were packed with stuff to do for school...I can absolutely say that this degree is such a difference in what I experienced while studying for my Bachelor´s. It´s expressed perfectly with one word: crazy. One night a friend and I were working for a presentation a whole night through until 6 am....we couldn´t even go to bed anymore because we had to present it with 5 foreigners at 7:30 am. That night was one of the most intense and brought me close to tears......after our presentation, our teacher hounored us with an A and all I wanted in that moment was to have a bed to sleep. But that night was just the beginning....now I´m closed to the end of my second semester and are almost done with my course work I have to complete here in Dresden. I think the next two months will show how strong I´m build. Next 2 months I will move 3 times which if it´s not killing me hopefully makes me a little stronger. I still don´t know how I´m suppose to handle all this at once besides university work load and final exams....

I think the biggest remark in this year is coming in July, when I go out to possibly make the greates adventure of my life. Leaving Germany and flying to Sydney (Australia). On April 24, I got accepted at the University of Technology, Sydney and will be studying Business there for one semester. Today I booked my flight, and getting so excited every time I reflect how much I can be thankful for all that. On July 18 I´m gonna start this trip going from Frankfurt to Dubai and then from Dubai flying with the Airbus A380 non-stop to Sydney. I think this trip will give me the kick of my life since I´ve never been flying for that long (24 hours). Getting there Monday morning and finally see my dearest Kathrin after 14 months again :) I´m so looking forward to this event. Being so excited when we both are sitting in front of the opera house drinking champaign and reflect how much this was our childhood dream. My semester officially will start on July 27, and will be over on November 27, if I´m lucky earlier if our final exams are 2 weeks earlier After this is over I may go to New Zealand for a week...and later on my family is mostlikely coming down and we´ll make a 4 week Australian trip...on New Years Eve being back in Sydney enjoying the fireworks before I fly back on January 4 to Bangkok, Thailand, staying there for 3 days....before I head back to Dubai and then hit Frankfurt Germany on January 8 of next year. Pretty sure this will be a great experience and a therapy in some way as well.

Next year´s february I will go out on my last internship...my goal is Hawaii, so I´ll see if I can make it there...If not my second preference is not inferior. But since this is not sorted out so far, I keep my mouth shut. Time will show. Yeah this internship including a project paper and our master dissertation will be the last things we have to do until we graduate in late summer next year. And then I´m FINALLY done. Something I wanted for years....being free like a bird and being able to go and stay where God takes me to be and finally being not obligated anymore to do things that need to get done. So I´m working straight forward to reach this goal by summer of next year.

Some things that are going on these weeks....Dominik is coming in 1 and a half week...he came here quite a few times this year already and I´m happy every time I can see him for a while. This time we might go to Prag (Czech Republic), since 3 friends asked me and Marlen to go but we still haven´t decided yet. Dominik will also move over here on July 1, which is quite funny....all the coincidences that are happening......first Kathrin moves to Australia after living 5 years in Dresden, I´m moving to Dresden right after she left, and now I´m leaving and Domi is moving over here....I don´t know what I should feel about all this, but sometimes I seriously could cry about this.

Anyways 3 friends and I went to this big student-'all-night-through' party last night. It was kinda funny :) and then skipping first class at 7:30 am. Marlen told me that only 5 students out of 19 were attendent that morning. Oh well what do you expect if 40 thousand students in Dresden are partying and drinking all night well at least everyone made it around noon to get to uni...we had class until 6:20 pm today. Last class Marlen and I were writing notes back and forth...that was so funny and felt good to be able to talk about all kinds of things to her. In the middle of this 180 min class we noticed some weird things about our teacher, he did curious things with the chalk and mop and we´re laughing tears and were laying on the table...cuz it was hilarious seeing him doing this over and over again (sorry for not telling more on here, but it´s a bit gross what he did...that´s why I´m leaving this detail out), and prolly no one else noticed that :) anyways that was quite a good day today. Lot´s of laughs...

Another news that Marlen told me this week, Obama is coming to Dresden on June 5. I still try to figure out what he´s out for this time...

Yeah so I think this gets it pretty much for the most part. So see ya soon and I´ll crash in my bed. G´nite

I´m so much in love how he plays the guitar in this song......just awesome...and an incredible song as well....makes me cry every time I hear it....

I woke up early this morning around 4am
with the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate
I pulled the covers over my head trying to catch some sleep
But thoughts of us kept keeping me awake
Ever since you found yourself in someone else's arms
I've been trying my best to get along, but thats o.k., theres nothing left to say...but

Take your records, take your freedom, take your memories I don't need them
Take your space and take your reasons, but you'll think of me                                 
and take your cat,and leave my sweater,cause we've got nothing left to 
weather, in fact I'll feel a whole lot better, but you'll think of me
you'll think of me

I went out driving trying to clear my head
tried to sweep out all the ruins my emotion left
I guess I'm feeling a little tired of thisand all of the baggage that seems to exist
it seems the only blessing I have left to my name
is not knowing what we could have been, should have been so...

...feel a whole lot better but you'll think of me
someday, I'm gonna run across your mind, dont worry I'll be fine
I'm gonna be alright, while your sleeping with your pride                      
wishing I could hold you tight,I'll be over you, and on with my life

When you´re laying at home in the middle of the night,
wishing I was there to hold you tight
as you´re gonna think about me baby
In the middle of the night when you´re laying at home,
and baby you wish I was coming home,
but ain´t never coming home
Why did you go and break my heart
Baby didn´t you know how much I love you
Someday Baby....

                     Was it destiny?

Were you meant to walk into my life?
What led God to the decision to set you right in there for a while
and take you so cruely away from me?.....
You gave me so much but also took so much away from me.
Was it worth knowing you once if the price I had to pay for it was that high?
The day we parted broke me and left me dead.
That wound never healed and shaped the person who I am today....
....................still wondering...................

Obama for President!!!!!

I haven´t posted in a while....life kept me very busy... A lot of things happened since last times post. Biggest news might be that I graduated on August 27. Today I picked up my final report card and my Bachelor´s degree certificate (an english version and a german version of it) and everything that comes with it...... I´m very very happy with my final grade I got. It´s beyond my expectations......so all the work was worth it, I guess......On saturday we have our graduation party at school. I´m so looking forward to it. Afterwards 3 friends of mine and I are planning to go out for dinner. Later at night when I go back home, Marlen will come to my house as well and we do our own little firework that I kept from last new years eve *lol* It´s a battery with 83 shots *hehe*

Last 2 weeks I flew to Dominik and visited him. I had a really good time at his house and was able to see Ann and Stefan as well. We all had a lot of fun. It´s been a long time since I´ve seen all of them....on Thursday we went out all 4 of us and were drinking cocktails (2x Hurricanes, 2x Solero and 2x Sex on the Beach I have to add: it was Happy Hour time = Buy 1 Get 2 )  we also ate at this restaurant - café. Was a really fun time.

Yeah on friday two weeks ago I went to the blood donating place with Dominik. They did a big check up that is due every 2 years. Results showed that everything is perfect. I´m healthy and happy. So now I have to add that I barely drunk any liquids that day which was not good. So after I donated blood me and Dominik went through the stores and when we were waiting for our bus to drive home, I totally started feeling dizzy and became so hot. I told Domi that and he said to me "please tell me when you´re passing out so I can catch you!" .......................after him saying this, I passed out .........dut dut dut..............................10 seconds silence before I regained consciousness. All I noticed was Domi who hold me and tried to wake me up saying my name like a hundred of times *lol* When I "came" back to "life" I gave him a really weird look like "why are you saying my name so often??? Everyting´s fine...." . Then he told me that I passed out and fell forward. The funny thing about all this was, that the whole time I was holding a big picture in poster size that Domi got developed at a store and even when I passed out I didn´t let go of it.........which I thought was weird....so after this experience we went on the bus and drove home........doing nothing that day anymore but drinking alot of water and juice to make up that liquid loss that I had that day. So last Sunday me and him stayed up the whole night to watch the VMA´s live......they were good but I actually expected a little more than I saw......oh well can´t have everything......so before I flew back home I met up with Tina and she came with me to the airport. It was really nice to see her after such a long time. We had a great cute little hour to see and talk. I enjoyed it and I guess she did too So after I went into the security part of the airport I waved her goodbye and went to my gate......and the story everyone knows.....boarding airplane, taking off, flying, getting off, picking up baggage and going home....so that´s my story  

so what else happened? 3 weeks ago I painted one of my grandma´s rooms that she wanted to get done....tomorrow I go over to her house again to mow the lawn and drive her to the grocery store where she wants to buy stuff for her birthday next week...........next week there are quite a few birthdays......

I guess that´s pretty much all that happened the last few weeks over here....life´s been quiet now and relaxing which I enjoy. So hope all you out there are doing fine as well. Til later.......